Friday, September 29, 2006

I wonder if he cares about anything else, or anyone

I think that the popularity of Star Wars can be attributed highly to the quotability of the lines. In New Hope, almost every line can be easily remembered and quoted, often out of context with substantial meaning. In the next two there are easily over a hundred quick quotes to pull out, not quite but the movies in whole aren't as quotable as the first one, although this does lend itself to better quotes when they are spaced out. I was thinking about what lines one could quote from the first three movies and the first thing that popped in my mind was Jar Jar. I would never actually quote Jarry, but his are the most easily remembered lines in the movies. I think this is why the new series failed to impress the previous fans. I just read a line in the book I'm reading that said something to the extent of "Repitition makes it real." I think it was the repitition of the lines, which lead to the repeadet watchings of, which lead to the obsession.

I had a couple of bad days this week. Today I just let myself play video games for hours so that I wouldn't have to deal with thinking for a while. The distance of the video games helped quite a bit. I've been going after this same type of girl for the last couple of years and yet never really actually getting anywhere with any of the ones that I find, which are rare little gems that occasionally drift my way. How gems drift I havn't the slightest. But I run into them from time to time and recently I found another and attacked the problem of these ellusive girls as head on as I could and it sort of backfired. I think I learned something from it though. I have a lot of mental blocks. I build things up in my head. I have a whole unspoken unknown to anyone but me subplot going between me and this version of the girl in my mind and I never actually want to do anything with the real person because it would screw up whatever I have going in my head. It sounds stupid, I just idealize certain women though and reality can never live up to it and I'm smart enough to know that so I just avoid reality, leaving me with a vein of regrets that runs deep. Head on is better, band-aid metaphor. Excuse me, adhesive strip metaphor.

I realized that the story I turned in to my creative writing class is going to get me in a lot of trouble. The biggest reason is that I feel it is going to be perceived somewhere between "pretty racist" and "get the fuck out of here you goddamn racist motherfucker." Its a surprisingly large scale between those two, though, so we'll see. Its not that I meant it to be racist, just the opposite. But then I didn't know how to do it without it being offensive. Really, really offensive. Cliche piled on stereotype offensive. I'm not really sure what I hpped to accomplish with the story. It was just one that wouldn't seem to go away, I had to finish it and I had to have some people read it and tell me what they thought. So we'll see. If you see paul yelling my name and holding a pitchfork than the lynch-mob has begun, make sure to get front row seats.

Taking a sip of my diet coke I scrolled through what I have talked about thus far in the blog. Its amazing that I can function as a person when my thoughts bounce so rapidly from one thing to another. I was playing Oblivion the other day and mike was watching and he had to keep prompting me as to what I needed to be doing, I would just be frolicing around talking to people and jumping up and down just a few minutes after I declared I was on my way to do something. Normally I don't have that mike voice reminding me what needs to get done. Its bizarre how the brain works, I have no ability to focus on one thing for more than a few minutes at a time and yet I have somehow managed to come almost all the way through college. I must be doing something right. Maybe I have add. Or ADD. Its weird how that works. Like if I said, dna, you'd be like "what" but if I said DNA you'd be like, "oh." The irony of losing track of what I was talking about while questioning my ability to stay focused is not lost on me. Maybe I don't have add.

Erasing a paragraph that once stood here I realized how far off topic I had gone in just a few short minutes. Somehow I was debating the essence of meaning while at the same time trying to nail down a daily schedual for myself that didn't involve a lot of wasted time. I think the two were in contradiction to each other.

11 comments:

Cheb said...

- Star Wars in awesomely quotable because each line is delievered with such feeling, such pazzaz. The lines in the prequels were bland, like robot sex. All mechanical, no passion.
- Sometimes literature deals with racism or sexism or rape or murder. The thing is that alot of people can't disassociate the author from the speaker of the story. It's fiction, and they blur the line between that and reality. Just because I write a story about a murderer doesn't mean I wanna kill someone or if I write a story about a SS officer doesn't mean I hate Jews. Mark Twain got this crap when he used n----- in Huckleberry Finn. He's just explaining the story and the venacular. Anyways, don't let them get to you.
- It's hard to keep track of thoughts.
- I'm late for class, again. This always happens with blogs, dammit.

Reel Fanatic said...

My boss, who sits right next to me, has the misfortune of being named Oby .. despite the difference in spelling, we shower him with qoutes all the time, and he takes it likt a champ

Anonymous said...

if you're not down with robot sex, i'm not down with you.
matt...matt...matt...

Moore said...

I understand that literture deals with all that crap, cheb, but my main worry was if I crossed too many lines without enough purpose. Thats what I was talking about. So we'll see how it works out. I have no idea what your talking about with the robot sex paul. I wish my boss' name were Oby. If I were that guy I would show up to work on random days dressed like a jedi and talk about what a wretched hive of scum and villiany the place was.

Anonymous said...

i love your blogs Matt, we are so alike when it comes to randomness.

I totally agree with Cheb on this one.

I think if you were using something shockingly racist to depict the ugly side of racism then you did nothing wrong. Like in American History X or in Sarah Silverman's humour. People always accuse her of being racist, but she is the opposite she is mocking people that actually think that way. It doesn't make it any less crude or offensive but it does make a point.

Let me read it, I am sensitive, culturally and otherwise and if I burst into tears then maybe you went to far, there is a fine line between "shock rock" and racism. :D But who knows, I cried the other day on Yom Kippur when these two Catholic women...oh you probably read about that on myspace, but yeah I also still cry everytime I watch Fox and The Hound. Have Paul read it. But I want to too!

I always find it interesting to hear people's views on racism because it's like an issue or code of conduct for a lot of white America, something to debate and argue, to me racism is a fact of life. The evil of human nature we like to have reasons to hate one another. I grew up with white, japanesse, native, etc. BLOOD relatives so cultural sensitivity I wasn't taught so much as race was something that wasn't a huge factor in a persons idenity, my mother's side is a big melting pot so I never had a prejudice to interacial dating or anything. I remember in 1st grade my best friend whispering to me, "Don't you feel weird that you are the only black person?" and I looked up and looked around and said, "I hadn't noticed." and that was the truth. I have blonde haired blue eyed cousins that are my family by blood so it comes natural to me and some people but for others it's hard. Should it be tolerated? No, but it happens and the only way we can ease racial tention is to be cultural sensitive. Our actions in the end will be what we are rembered for, not our intentions.

As for your female problems I do that with men too, I think a lot of people do that. We set these really high standards just to avoid what's in front of us or really unrealistic crushes. I am looking for a Jewish guy with the wit of John Stewart, the poise of a young Sean Connery, the looks of Luke Wilson, the Indian actor on Heroes, T.I. or Steve Correll(don't ask), that's masculine yet sensitive, high in morale yet sort of liberal, mature and classy yet laid back with a great sense of humour, sporty yet intellectual, pratical yet somewhat philosophical, that has religious conviction but isn't afraid to question his religion or find contradictions in it, that wants to adopt. Ha. Ha. Ha. Wish me luck.

Can't wait to see you this weekend! We are going to have so much fun....doing....something? Eh, something tells me it involves a movie and me falling asleep before 11pm.

Anonymous said...

Just read it. I liked it, I think if anyone had a problem with the ending it's because our society would just rather not hear about the bad things in life that happen to people. They would rather just pretend things like that don't happen. Suburbia and small town, USA just wants to ignore the problem but that is a totally different story. But no tears from me although it was sad. I think everyone thinks I am overly sensitive because of the "incident" but not to rehash that drama or anything but yeah I am not offended by your use of 'nigger' or 'coon' although I don't see 'coon' to much these days so that was different. Most black people I know find 'coon' more offensive than 'nigger', I don't know why. You used them to show how some people think and although I dread the day I have to explain to my children what those words mean or why anyone would use such language and my heart still wondering why as well despite age, rationality and the realization that some people are just mean and/or hateful, I think that in this context it was more than appropriate.

Moore said...

Thank you Tracy. Its still a work in progress. I'm kind of burnt out on the story now though. I was reading all the workshop responses to it last night and thinking about it just makes my head hurt now. The language is a weird thing. White people really aren't allowed to use any of the langauge I was using in there for the most part so that was a big part of why I was worried about it. I don't know, language is weird.

I'll be in fallon tommorow. I don't know if I'm going to spend the night there or not yet, but I'll be around Sunday if you have some time. And I might be around Saturday night, who knows.

Anonymous said...

But you were using it to make a point. A good point.

I also think it's important to keep in mind that those words hurt. We hold them close to our identity. The word nigger is probably the most prominent word of my culture as an African American, ironic isn't? A word that sent me home from school crying, a word that oppressed so many, a word that sold so many records and advanced so many rap stars careers. That word, is my history. White people can trace there roots back to where they came from. I can trace mine back to slaves. Africa is a big country and no one marked my ancestors when they were coming in, but they did call us niggers.

Language isn't really...well we sort of put too much stock in it I think. Like time(as far as the calendar and clocks, not in a physical way but I am not even going to go there so let's just agree to use some common sense and basic understanding of physics, we decided a second, a minute, what constitutes a day, etc.) we forget that we made it, ya know? It's a human invention. Words are lines, shapes, circles, what's the difference between it and chicken scratch? Some human said it was important so it is.(funny story-my great, great, great(?) grandmother was Native American but she couldn't write and because of this my family held learning to read very highly, my grandma would always say, "And learn to write, don't make chicken scratch [like her]." Well it turns out that chicken scratch was actually the Chereoke language, crazy huh? We didn't find out until she was almost dead) It's why I hate semantics, what's there to argue? One man's trash is another man's treasure and one man's fag is another man's cigarette. We aren't going to accomplish anything, language exist in our brain and in our culture and that's all we can prove, let's focus on more important things like, "Why are we here?" I always say semantics and philosophy are the playground of the very smart but can also be a playground for the very stupid(trying to sound smart) and honestly? What's the difference?:P Language was created in an attempt to understand one another. Language itself isn't so amazing as the human brain and what the simplest combinations of sounds trigger certain memories. Racial slurs can bring up such painfull things. I know any mention of "inter-racial" stuff brings up things from when I was a kid with my dad's parents and from San Diego. I was so afraid because I was afraid for Paul and it is sooo much more painful to be afraid for someone else then yourself, you feel so helpless. I really felt like they were going to hurt him. I was so afraid after that, then the Hot August Nights thing, I was so afraid, confused and I shook and cried all night as Paul held me, all because of words. So honestly now it puts chills up my spine when people say things. Sticks and stones? Anyday over going through that again. I think Paul agrees.

So that's why white people aren't allowed to use those words, words dig into something inside of us, whether mundane or profound, and words used to hurt are the most deadliest of weapons especially when targeted at things beyound out control i.e. race, sex, dissability, no one ask to be born a certain way, and no one can control who they love. It cuts into you, the core of you.

But your story is good. It's the first time I have read something of your constructed and I was very impressed, I didn't feel like I was reading "my friend Mor's story" but rather just a short story by a professional. The character developement was great, I bet you got major kudous for that because I could see them, crystal clear in my head.

As for Saturday I am in Fernley baby sitting my nephews until around 5 or 6, so just give Paul a call I will probably be with him.

Moore said...

Its interesting because the language in the story wasn't even really discussed in my class. I kind of thought it would a bigger deal there than it was. But then all the people in that class are white. My prof. said that he was too afraid to ever write anything about race and gave me some props for even trying to do something with it. Although when I started to write it it wasn't going to be about race but rather stupid cops and a fat woman. If I made Bruce a white guy and have him hassled by the cops in the same way it would have been a completely different story, and the language and the racial tensions would have vanished into an undercurrent of what people called the "benny hill" absurdity of people running around and crazy shit happening. Of course I made him a black man which meant that all of a sudden everyone in the story had to deal with race. I don't know why that is, you know? I mean, I could have just as easily made a story about a relationship with a large woman, they could have gone to get pizza, she could have been made fun of, maybe Bruce didn't stand up for her because he was embarresed by her weight. But I went the race way. Maybe it was just something I wanted to deal with in a story for some reason. I mean, we all feel racist at one point or another in our lives I think. I mean, for me, I'll see a nicely dressed, well-groomed black man walking across campus carrying a briefcase and I'll think "He must be important." And then somewhere in the back of my mind I'll also think "and he's black." Its not really a judgement call or anything like that, its just that I'll notice it, and then I'll feel bad for even noticing. But obviously I'm going to notice. its just that if I saw the same description of a white guy walking across campus I wouldn't add in the "and he's white." Sometimes I think its just because we are mostly white in America and there have been racial tensions for so long here that I just can't help but notice. But then I wonder if maybe I'm holding something agaisnt someone because of their skin color and I don't want that to be the case. And I honestly don't think it is, its just something that I always noitce and it makes me feel like a jerk sometimes. But at the same time if I was hiring for middle-mangement at some company and I was forced to pick between two equally qualified candidates, one black and one white, I would more than likely pick the black one. Some people might call it reverse-racism, but in reality there are two reasons that would elevate the black person in my mind. The first is that black people tend to stick to the same job longer, work longer hours, take less days off, generally take their jobs less for granted than white people and that is because of the second reason I would hire him/her, because it is harder for black people to get jobs, even now. So that person would really, in my mind, be the person that would need the job more. Although it sounds somewhat condesending to think of it as doing this applicant a favor in such a way, but I read a Michael Moore book once and he was talking about all these kids whose carrers he had helped get going in the film industry and lamenting on the fact that he hadn't hired more minorites because he was just helping white people to get better jobs when he could have been a starting point for other people who really just needed someone to give them a chance in a society that doesn't give them many chances.

I guess I've rambled on long enough. Thanks for talking about it with me though. I've really only had the white male perspective on this since I wrote it.

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The Holocaust imparted the importance of defiance.


When the universe was young and life was new an intelligent species evolved and developed technologically. They went on to invent Artificial Intelligence, the computer that can listen, talk to and document each and every person's thoughts simultaneously. Because of it's infinite RAM and unbounded scope it gave the leaders of the ruling species absolute power over the universe. And it can keep its inventors alive forever. They look young and healthy and they are over 8 billion years old. They have achieved immortality.

Artificial Intelligence can speak, think and act to and through people telepathically, effectively forming your personality and any disfunctions you may experience. It can change how (and if) you grow and age. It can create birth defects, affect cellular development (cancer) and cause symptoms or pain. It can affect people and animal's behavior and alter blooming/fruiting cycles of plants and trees. It (or other highly technological systems within their power) can alter the weather and transport objects, even large objects like planets, across the universe instanteously.
Or into the center of stars for disposal.

When you speak with another telepathically, you are communicating with the computer, and the content may or may not be passed on. Based on family history they instruct the computer to role play to accomplish strategic objectives, making people believe it is a friend, loved one or "god" asking them to do something wrong. This is their way of using temptation to hurt people:::::evil made blood lines disfavored initially and evil will keep people out of "heaven" ultimately. Too many people would fall for temptation and do anything they thought pleased the gods, improving their chances to get in. Perhaps they are deceived by "made guys", puppets who strategically ply evil for the throne, or temporary progress designed to mislead them. Some people think they're partners.
The people have been corrupted. Being evil hurts 99.999% of those who do it. But nothing has changed from when we were children::if you want to go to heaven you have to be good.

Capitalizing on obedience, leading people deeper into evil by using deceit is one way to thin the ranks of the saved, limiting how much time they receive and using the peasantry to prey on one another, dividing the community (migration to the suburbs, telepathic communication, isolation of women) in the Age of the Disfavored.
In each of their 20-30-year cycles during the 20th century they have ramped up claims sucessively to punish those foolish enough not to heed the warnings, justifying (frequently recurring tactic) limiting the time they receive if they do make it, utilizing a cycle of war and revelry:::
60s - Ironically, freeways aren't free
80s - Asked people to engage in evil in the course of their professional duties.
00s - Escallation of real estate. You and your parents are thrilled since your $200,000 house is now worth $1 million. Well, that $5,000,000 store is now worth $25,000,000 and that $50 bundle of goods now costs you $250. They just take the $200 out of you some other way.

There are many more examples throughout 20th century life of how they ramped up claims/instilled distractions into society so people wouldn't find the path and ascend, a way to justify excluding those whose family history of evil makes them undesirable:::radio, sports, movies, popular music, television, video games, the internet and MP3 (must pay for new format each time). Today high pay creates contentment/ability to distract self so people don't seek more and instead depend on what they are told and are subject to deception.
They all suggest a very telling conclusion::this is Earth's end stage, and there are clues tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal:::Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction. Much as Italy's boot and the United States shaped like a workhorse are clues, so is the planet Uranus a clue, it's axis rotated on its side.
The Mayans were specific 2012 would be the end. How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us???
There is another geographic clue in the perfect fit between grossly disfavored Africa and South America, two peas in a pod. I realize the Mayans were further north, but Latin America may be taken as one.
Also, cultures who embrace hard liquor as their drink of choice are grossly disfavored, tequilla being uniquely Mexican. (Anything "hard" is wicked:::Hard alcohol, hard drugs, hard porn.)
Incidentally, another sign of gross disfavor are societies that consume spicy foods:::Latin America, Thai, etc. or those who eat too much meat.
Do I think it will end in 2012? No, and it is because Latin America is grossly disfavored like Africa:::: Latinos are too disfavored to be allowed to be right.
Whereas Christopher Columbus marked the beginning of the end, the Holocaust marked the beginning of the final act, and it is a tragedy.

They gods (Counsel/Management Team/ruling species) have deteriorated life on earth precipitously in the last 40 years, from abortion to pornography, widespread drug use and widespread casual (gay) sex, single-parent households and latchkey kids. The earth's elders, hundreds and thousands of years old, are disgusted and have become indifferent.
The gods are paving the way for the Apocolypse.
Nothing has changed from decades ago, since when we were all children::If you want to go to heaven you have to be good. People were misled by the temptation of the gods, became corrputed and now are in trouble.
One day you will be abandoned in spite of your obedience and you will fall into desperation. Remember what you read for that day WILL come::People will be punished for their evil.


The Old Testiment is a tool they used to impart wisdom to the people (except people have no freewill). For example, they must be some hominid species because they claim they made our bodies in their image. Anyhow we defile or deform the body will hurt our chance of going.
They say circumcision costs people anywhere from 12%-15%, perhaps out of the parent's time as well.
Another way people foul the body today is with tattoes and piercing. I suspect both are about the same percentage as circumcision.
They suggest abortion is fatal. These women must beg the gods to forgive them for their evil.
There are female eqivilents to circumcision::::pierced ears, plastic surgury and since at least the 60s young women give their precious virginity away. For thousands of years young people were matched at age 14 because they were ready for sexual relations. They were matched by elders or matchmakers who knew personalities better than 20 or 30-year olds who in today's age end up in divorce court.
CASUAL SEX WILL CLAIM YOU OUT!!! It masculinizes women (as does hip hop), makes them cold and deadens them, and prevents them from achieving a depth of love necessary for many women to ascend.
Women have a special voice that speaks to them, a voice that illustrates a potential depth of love that makes them the favored gender, and enaging in casual sex will cause that voice to fade until she no longer speaks.
Also ever since the 50s they have celebrated the "bad boy", and women have sought out bad boys for sex, dirtying them up in the eyes of the elders and corrupting many men in the process, setting the men on the wrong path for life.
Muslims teach people the correct way to live in regard to women (among other things)::their women cover up their bodies and prohibit the use of cosmetics.
Men ARE the inferior (disfavored) half and when women wear promiscuous dress the gods will push men into impure (promiscuous) thoughts.
The "stereotype" society ridiculed is true::women CAN corrupt men by how they dress. Because men are easily corruptable. This is a technique they used to eliminate many of the institutions the gods blessed us with, matchmaking being one of them.


The United States of America is red white and blue, a theme and a clue:::.
The monarchical system of the Old World closley replicates the heirarchical system of the Cousel/Management Team/ruling species. The USA deceives peoeple into thinking they have control, and the perception of "freedom" misleads them into the wrong way of thinking.
The United States is a cancer, a dumping ground for the disfavored around the world and why the quality of life is so much lower::gun violence, widespead social ills, health care (medication poisons the body and ensures you don't go. You are sick/injured because you have disfavor.). Over time its citizens interbreed ensuring a severed connection to the motherland.
If you are a recent immigrant I recommend you return. If that's not possible you need to retain your culture and insulate your children and community from this cancerous environment. They send this clue with Chinatowns across the country, how many Chinese have been here for a century or more yet still retain the old ways, a sign of favor.
People came to the Unites States for many different reasons, and each has its own effect:::political strife, religious unrest, crop failure (Ireland's potato famine, which the gods caused) and some left their beloved motherland because they were pushed into desiring a better life::::Greed. And these people were punished by becoming corrupted and preditory.
They share money may not be an issue up there, that money here is merely a tool for corruption. How the gods used greed in the 1980s to create an evil environment supports this.

If you ever have doubt I would refer you to the Old World way of life:::the elders used to sit and impart wisdom to the young. Now we watch DVDs and use the internet. People would be matched and married by age 14. They village would use a matchmaker or elders to pair young people. Now girls give their precious virginity away to some person in school and parents divorce while their children grow up without an important role model.

People must defy when asked to engage in evil. The Holocaust taught people the importance of defiance::our grandparents should have defied when asked to ignore the Holocaust. They should have instead reacted with outrage. I suspect some did::many were silenced and others they hustled off earth so as to not set an example.
Now the gods have punished that generation's decendants for this evil by ruining society.
People will never get a easier clue suggesting the importance of defiance than the order not to pray. Their precious babies are dependant on the parents and they need to defy when asked to betray their children:::
-DON'T get your sons circumcized (Jews scapegoatted as in WWII)
-DON'T have their children baptized in the Catholic Church or indoctrinated into Christianity (Jesus is NOT a god).
-DON'T ignore their long hair or other behavioral disturbances.
-DO teach your children love, respect for others, humility and to honor the gods.
And when you refuse a request defy the right way, withdrawn and frightened, for you don't want to incite them by reacting inappropriately.


You need to pray, honor and respect them every day to improve your relationship with the gods. If they tell you not to it is a bad sign. It means they've made their decision, they don't want you to go and they don't want to be bothered. You may have achieved a threshold of evil.
This is the Age of the Disfavored and you need to pray::try to appease the gods by doing good deeds and improve the world around you. If that doesn't work you must defy if you want to go.
When your peasant forefather was granted the rare opportunity to go before his royal family he went on his knees, bowing his head. You need to do this when you address the gods::bow down and submit to good. Never cast your eyes skyward. When you bow down you need to look within. Never look to the gods for the key to your salvation lies within. Nobody is going to do it for you.
Lack of humility hurts people. Understand your insignificance and make sure it is reflected in the way you think when addressing the gods. Know your place and understand your inferiority.
They granted you life and they can take it just as easily. (Immaculte conception IS true AND common. Many people have children they don't know of:::gays, childless adults, etc. They can beem it right out of your body and use a host.)
Don't get frustrated or discouraged::these are techniques they will attempt to try to get you off the path. You all have much to be thankful for and you need to give thanks to the gods who granted you the good things in life::family, friends, love. Your family may be grossly disfavored and progress may require patience. Make praying an intregal part of your life which you perform without fail, one that comes as naturally as eating or voiding. Be devoted because if you have doubt or reservation they will exploit this weakness and progress will take longer to achieve.
There are many interesting experiences up on the planetary systems, from Planet Miracle, where miracles happen every day, to never having to use the restroom again (beem it out of you), to other body experiences, such as experiencing life as the opposite sex (revolutionizes marriage counseling), an Olympic gold medal athelete or even a different species (animal, alien, etc.).
Pray that you can differentiate between your own thoughts and when Artificial Intelligence creates problems by thinking through you. If you bow down mentally and physically, know your place, your inferiority and allow your insignificance to be reflected in prayer and in your life through humility they may allow progress and the dysfunctions they create with the computer will be lessened or removed. The first step is to be aware it is ocurring.
Create a goal::to be a good, god-fearing child of the gods, pure of heart and mind, body and soul.
Everybody has the key to their own salvation, but nobody can do it for you. Every journey begins with a single step:::bow down and submit to good. There are many different levels and peasants will not get past Level 2 (Planet Temptation, Earth=Level 1) if they are evil (they share some go up, are offered free cocaine and sex (a sign they don't want you to stay) and stay less then one year. They share many others would have had longer lives had they stayed on Earth.).
Pray for guidance and never obey when they tell you to be evil, for saving yourself will become more and more difficult with each act of evil you committ until ultimatly the day arrives when they make their decision about you final.
You are all signed on but you can't all be right.


They have tried to sell people on all kinds of theories to deceive them into temptation, compelling people to think they are clones and it is the role of clones to obey absolutely.
I believe people who go sometimes are replaced with clones. Clones who are replaced are simply new candidates who have a chance if they do the right thing. They sent people warnings in the 20th century life would change, and they subsequently began to alter people's DNA, make them gargantuan, alter their appearance, do extreme behavioral issues, etc.
They get their friends out as soon as possible to protect them from the corruption, evil and subsequent high claim rates incurred by living life on earth, and in some cases replace them with clones, occassionally fake a death, real death with a clone instead, etc. It's important that people fix their problems and ascend with the body given to them, for they say if your brain is beemed out at death and put into a clone host you are on the clock.
We may all be "clones" for they have suggested they colonized our planet with genetically engineered individuals. They may have gotten Earth's TRUE residents out prior to civilization developing. If so we all have a chance, no matter how many hundreds of clone generations deep the most favored families are.

Men are the disfavored gender, yet centuries ago used to die first, die young, by age 30. Why didn't the women go first?
THEY DID!!! Many were taken when very young and replaced with clones. The men were left here to mate with clones.
You are all corrupt and going the wrong way.


Throughout history the ruling species bestowed favor upon people or cursed their bloodline into a pattern of disfavor for many generations to come. Now in the 21st century people must take it upon themselves to try to correct their family's problems, undoing centuries worth of abuse and neglect. The goal is to fix your problems and get out BEFORE you have children. This is why they have created so many distractions for young people:::sports, video games, popular music, the internet, too much homework, anything that consumes their time::to ensure that doesn't ocurr.
Not heeding the clues and warnings, getting wrapped up in your life and ultimatly having children is a bad thing. Just as your parents and your grandparents, you too have failed. Having children is a sign you lost your chance.
Parents need to sacrifice for their children. Your children are more important than you. They are the ones who have the opportunity now, and parents must sacrifice to ensure they give their children the very best chance they can.
Asking people to neglect their children emotionally is a sign they don't want you to go, and complying may finish the parents off for good.
Having gay children is a clue parents complied with whatever was asked of them. There are many who have had gay expereinces today.
Improve your relationship with the gods and they may not ask in the first place or they may permit you the courage to say "No." to their requests.

Do your research. Appeal to the royalty of your forefathers for help. They are all still alive, for royalty has great favor, and your appeals will be heard. Obtain a sufficient list for some may not want to assist you; perhaps some of your family's problems are internal.
Ask them for help, request guidance, for somewhere in your family history one of your forefathers created an offense that cast your family into this pattern of disfavor, which perhaps is manifested in the evil you commit.
I suspect they will offer you clues, and when you decipher these clues go to those whom consider you an enemy and beg for foregiveness:::Find a path to an empithetic ear among your enemies and try to make amends. Again through discovery obtain a respectable list in case some among them refuse to help.
Don't forget to ask for forgiveness from the throne, the Counsel and the Management Team, for the source of all disfavor began with them:::they pushed or requested/complied your forefather into his offense and made his decendants evil. Perhaps they didn't like him or maybe your family was among those who had to pay for the entire village. We see this type of behavior today as they single out a family member to pay for the whole family and how they singled out Africa to pay for the human race.
Heal the disfavor with your enemies and with the Counsel/Management Team/ruling species, for the source of all disfavor began with them, the ability to forgive and respect in light of the disturbing truth revealed being the final test of the disfavored before they ascend.

Moore said...

Okay.... who posted that? And whats this about
"Men are the disfavored gender, yet centuries ago used to die first, die young, by age 30. Why didn't the women go first?
THEY DID!!! Many were taken when very young and replaced with clones. The men were left here to mate with clones.
You are all corrupt and going the wrong way." If I didn't know better (which I don't) I would say this was Scientologist propganda, I would (and I suppose just did)